14 Weeks

I would have been 14 weeks today. Instead, I go for my post miscarriage visit tomorrow.

And I'm angry. I want my baby back. I thought I was feeling better, more at peace. And maybe I am, but mostly I'm just damn mad. He didn't even get a chance.

The steps of grieving:

1. Denial/Isolation
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance